attention and made a stupid move...hardly my first but im trying to hold onto my league standings....the ones that matter anyway...theres about 5 im about to quit cause they obviously been abandoned....my dog has gotten sick all over the house today....im being accused of heartlessness for not being heartbroken over the death of a distant relative i never even met...i expressed my sympathies like any decent person...to hell with it i need a cigarette. the vapor pipe aint doing it today....but i was hoping i was quit for good. damn. does it mean im a bad person if im more concrened with my hsx standings then i am because im not overly upset that a relative who wanted nothing to do with our side of the family for the last 30 years died? quitting smoking is a ****. you never know what will set you off. and i WAS sorry she died. but i never knew her. my world has not beeen devastated. sorry.