I like to travel. I also like to get high. I used look at it as if I to had to choose between walking around high all the time or traveling, but it was really no choice, all I did was make plans. Sure I missed getting high, but when you're walking through the snowpack in Yellowstone wasted and there's no one around for litterally miles, the sacrifice was worth it. It was worth for 1 night, 2 days in Zion National Park, 11 nights in Vegas and a decent 1500 total losses. That was 2013. It just happened that way. I worked 3-4 days a week and could count on a set amount. Delivery fee and tips if there were any.
Things have changed. My mom died in August, My credit score hit 744 in September, I took the last 2 trips to Vegas in November and December. Picked up a second part time job in January. 2014 Chevy Cruze in April. And here I am today. I've taken on some debt, but still a little below average. The biggest change is waiting. I'm not waiting for a plane to take off. Not waiting to pick up a rental car. I have no travel plans after nearly two years of waiting, saving, and walking a straight line.
Things are going great, but. There's always a but. My perception of time is keeping time moving fast, and the flow chart says I'm falling behind with my plans. They were most optimistic. June has now become November, and if I don't do something, November could come in 2015. Even with the 920 out of pocket I spent for the car and the vanity plates and the weathertech floor mats, we'll say 1400, was going to fall short.
I am here now looking at the future and the different options on how I can get everything I want when I want it. I've been trying to cut down to a pack a day, and might hit it next week to save 50 bucks a month. I might be able to squeeze another 25 from pot smoking as I am a pretty light smoker. Can't stop the lipoic acid, B12 and passionflower extract and this combination works well for neuropathy and optimizes nerve repair. The R-Alpha Lipoic Acid is a 23 a month subscription.
People like me survive and are at peace with who they were meant to be.