About a month ago I started reading about the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind. I've already been a believer that free will is an illusion. Found a recent paper from 2012 that states this is a fact and the study or whatever it was changes the way we think about human. I'll post this link. You'll have to find the other stuff yourself. I think I have a better understanding of what's going on. I went over this already somewhere. I was sad that I wasn't able to pay off a credit card by December, but with all the positive stuff that is my life, I asked myself, why wasn't I happy instead. I have taken it a bit further and traced all my actions good and bad to survival. But the most shocking thing was the neurological process and the little spark of electricity that started the ball rolling. I have no choice but to eat drink, breathe, think. It's not my fault and while "because I own it, the "mind", I'm responsible for what it causes the body to do, makes sense, it's weak. I'm not taking any ownership for what pops into being. What am I supposed to do die?
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/victor-stenger/free-will-is-an-illusion_b_1562533.html